The Perfectionist♥.

M E I J U A N 메이주안
14January1991
Single/ Attached
Sweet Twenty This Year :D

I'm a very kind and friendly person.
Gets along well with everybody.
Love Most:
-->my pet Yuki very much.

A Day without Laughter Is A Day Wasted.
Nameless WON'T be Entertain Here!

The Silent Exits.

♔ Julia ♔ Yong An ♔ YongMin

The Deep Scars.

I'm the time traveler. August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 February 2012 Exams are boring Kids....Irritating things. Weather now in Singapore seems a little bit weird.... 18 September 2011 Hazy, Hazy day~ Welcome To My World. Suckers! Epic fail Girls that wont start talking I want my freedom. All is Tan.

Music Entertainment.

Is there such a thing call hope?
I wonder, at times when we need it will it get to us? Or it's never there all along?

I really wish that there are such a thing call hope, then I could ask it to help with my exam passing rates. I know I should've studied earlier, it's just that the motivation are gone after the first paper and are not eager to finish because I have to look for jobs afterwards. Everything seems so fast nowadays, is like one year is passing way faster then the other.
I can't help but to pray, and wish that every gods I've prayed could help me get through this and get a job. I know it sounds a bit impossible and ridiculous at the same time, but I just believe.

All the while I yearn for is only leisure, pleasure and more fun. I've never really sat down and think, think about what I should do in the future. Never give a thought about my future, and now with this ending, I couldn't blame anyone but myself.
The only question I would ask myself is "will I be a useful person in the future?" indeed this question was the most difficult ones.
Life's is not great, everybody have their own fate, whether you are born rich or poor, clever or dumb. There will always be a simple question that bothers you, which is "whether I can do it or not?" It's not something that you've owned the moment you're born. Things have to be learn, but why I didn't live the way I just talked? It's because I can't do it, I'm not determine enough to do everything, anything, even stepping out of my comfort zone or even step out the first step or on my own.

Sometimes, I find that there are a lot of bad things about me. Despite having not the ability to study, the first step to work, independent, and not intelligent of course! My sister always say take things one by one, don't rush through all of the things. It's kinda true, you know?
I found myself nagging more only when I had exams going on, the moment where I had to study and lost my freedom. That's where I thought of my life
Exams are like a death sentence to me. Never in help but kills me most.